Saturday, 5 January 2013

The Imposter days

... I should probably explain.
My school went back after the holidays on the 3rd of January. A Thursday. A Thursday, which was pretending to be a Monday. So my body clock has been completely backwards for the last two days, hence me lying in bed writing this 40 minutes into Saturday.
I haven't really had a great start to the term to be honest.
Since George went home on the 1st, waking up alone means I've been starting my days in a crap mood, and then on the first day back I had an awful A2 psychology mock on Aggression, Relationships, and Eating Behaviour. The Relationships question was fine because I'd been revising the subject of it the day before, the eating behaviour one was tolerable because I'm fairly familiar with Anorexia, but the aggression one was absolutely abysmal. It was on the role of hormones/neural mechanisms, and I sat there for 10 minutes staring at the question with absolutely no information coming to mind. I also now know that a small part of what I did actually manage to write down was wrong, as I mixed up the effects of serotonin and dopamine -_- Mr B decided to start a new topic instead of letting us revise for our exam on the 17th, so that was great, and I was also once again surrounded by couples/discussions about couples and that just led to me wanting to walk away and jump on the train to see George. I had an excellent chat with Will at lunchtime though, so that cheered me up :) Hopefully having a catch up with le baby brother on Sunday as well, so that should be good.
Friday (/Tuesday) wasn't great either, but mostly because I have found I am in a bit of a pickle about uni. I have applied to UEA (AAB), Birmingham (AAB), Keele (ABB), Plymouth (BBB) and Central Lancashire (BBC) via UCAS, and I have had offers from Plymouth and Central Lancashire since I sent my application off in December. Only problem is, not a single part of me wants to go to Central Lancashire. I desperately want to swap that choice for Teesside, but I fear it is too late :/ I also found out today that due to exams I won't be able to see George for 2 and a half weeks. Yay! -_- I miss him. Plus the added joy of realising that I may be on my way to failing my A2 exams and the AS resit I have this month.
Today has ended better though, as I was chatting to George on facebook for most of the night, and we had a lovely moment about him coming to stay with me when he takes his gap year before the third year of his uni course. He also promised to keep reminding me that he wants to be with me, until I couldn't even attempt to forget it. I think I'll be holding him to that one. I have a tendency to forget those things.
Anywho. I'll pop a more interesting post up soon, I couldn't be arsed with anything more than a diary entry tonight!
See you soon
Jenny

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